How do you begin?

I can never seem to satiate my want for notebooks. There are notebooks sitting idly on the shelf of my room, some are barely used and some were never used at all. I become quite nervous when opening the first few pages.. I don't know what to write or draw and how to begin. I feel this pressure to fill these blank pages with masterpieces, and in the end, the pages are left without anything at all.

Buying this notebook, I wanted to stop being overly meticulous about what becomes of these blank pages. I want to fill these pages up without thinking twice about my funny handwriting or ink blots, meh.

Here are the first few pages of my new notebook.